NormCore - Soredemo Boku wa Ikiteiru (それでも僕は生きている)

Lyrics Kanji

それでも僕は悪魔に　魂は売らないんだ

一度はまれば抜け出せない　罪重なる　背徳感
悪が手招く　この快楽の世界で

足掻くほどに溺れてく　底なしの欲望
分かっててもまた堕ちる　この絶望

君もあいつも　好き勝手に　言ってヤって笑ってさ
だけど僕も　同じように　笑う　底辺同類　嗚呼　そうですよ
大人に教えられた模範解答だって　虚しさを増やしてしまうんです
もう許してくれよ

裏切り嘘つきも当たり前　麻痺してく　道徳感
そうやって強がるから　また癒えない　傷が増える

優しい言葉の裏で　背を向けるなり嗤う
わかってるよ　そろそろ次は僕の番だ

君も僕も　好き勝手に　言ってヤって笑うのさ
そして明日も　同じように　泣いて　後悔後悔　嗚呼　そうですよ
大人に教えられた模範解答だって　虚しさを増やしてしまうんです
もう殺してくれよ

君と誓った無垢な約束を守ってきた
だけどその笑顔に引け目を感じてた

君も僕も　あの日のまま　泣いて笑っていれたら
今日も明日も　子供のように　生きて　天真爛漫　嗚呼　そうだよな
最後に信じたいよ　君の嘘ならば　希望が見えた気がしたから
さあとどめ刺してくれよ

Lyrics Romanji

Soredemo boku wa akuma ni tamashī wa uranai nda

ichido hamareba nukedasenai tsumikasanaru haitoku kan
aku ga te maneku koro kairaku no sekai de

agaku hodo ni oboreteku sokonashi no yokubou
wakattetemo mata ochiru kono zetsubou

kimi mo aitsu mo suki katte ni itte yoku waratte sa
dakedo boku mo onaji you ni warau teihen dourui sou desu yo
otona ni oshierareta mohan kaitou datte
munashisa o fuyashite shimaun desu
mou koroshite kure yo

kimi to chikatta muku na yakusoku o mamotte kita
dakedo sono egao ni hikeme o kanjiteta

kimi mo boku mo ano hi no mama naite waratte iretara
kyou mo asu mo kodomo no you ni ikite tenshinranman
aa sou da yo na
saigo ni shinjitai yo kimi no uso naraba
kibou ga mieta ki ga shita kara
saa todome sashite kure yo

Lyrics English

Still I do not sell the soul to the devil

Once sorrow can not escape Sin overlapping feeling of virtue
In this pleasure world where evil invites hands

I'm drowning enough to scratch the bottomless desire
Even if I understand it, this despair falls again

You also said himself as you liked and smiled.
But I also seem to laugh like the same kind of laugh
Even model answers taught to adults will increase emptiness
Please forgive me.

Betrayal liars also become paralyzed Moral sense
Because it strengthens in that way, another unhealful wound increases

I will turn away from behind kind words
I know, it is my turn next time

You and I also say it to your liking and laugh.
And tomorrow I feel like regret regret after crying in the same way
Even model answers taught to adults will increase emptiness
Please kill me already.

I have kept an innocent promise promised with you
But I felt the draw on that smile

If you can cry and laugh with that day as well as you and me
Today as well as tomorrow live like a child It looks like a nice summon calling
Finally I want to believe Because if you were lying I felt I could see hope
Come on now Stop it